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March 03 Final Sem!!yeah!!!Being in the last sem..i am having so much mized feelings...especially on my future..where to work?will the pay be good?will i be staying with my dear so that i can have more time with him?should i take my professional papers??so many questions..yet no certain answers to any...damn sien...
althou im just taking 4 subjects..im hating my last sem..i dunno why...i just wan a peaceful and quiet life...but no!!!!!!!!!....why the heck did i get involve to be the leader for the AIS subject?n since when?if i din do so much n for this or that company...i wouldnt feel so stress now..wat the FUCK la..got 11 ppl in the group..but i feel like im doing everything...i dunwan to present!i dunwan to do the slide!feddup!everything me....why???!!!fck u all!!!..........argfhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
haih...even my bestie who promised me to burn the pics bout the hliday we had together in kuching is nt answering my call!..wtf...sumthing worng..i even bought all the cds d la...haih...its nt i expect u to find me to giv me the cd..i find u la..ish.........geram...
why do i alwis get this kind of unfair treatment!!....
another fren also gila..dunwan to celeb her 23rd bday..we plan everything to giv her a suprise..manatau..early morning around 7am!!....got sms nonstop from frens telling me the thing tak jadi n how...sien...n damn!~..why alwis ask me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haih...anyway..last week...still manage to take sum pics to sumbat in the year book..at least there was sum happy things that happen... i need some emotional help!
                  May 14 Fear for all....Haih....why din i ever heard from someone telling me that exam are hassle free or dun worry, wont masuk in juding who the hell u r?why??????????????????????????????????????????????...........
just fin 3 exam papers in 3 days straight...tot of aiming one paper tat i hope wil help me...but....haih...
reli pray kau kau that i can pass all the subject..even better to score it...dun care watever ppl say or do...mayb im correct rite?
just hope for the best...
p/s: hope everything faster end so that i can go holiday with my dear in cameron! April 23 Part 2 - Work till die, Eat till die?Part 2 continous on sunday nite...1st went shopping ..(ouh la la..bought 2 padini shirt - yeah!) then its all the way to Le Garden..
its sumwhere in pahlawan, on the way to carrefour(dun care if spelling is wrong) n the price was roughyl bout rm 20 plus plus..(please be reminded food is FOC again)..hehe..it was ok la..i mean seriously boleh la..cos..erm...wasnt reli ..erm...dunno la..edible lo...
after eat...it was alwis camwhoring!chiak chiak!
 while queuing for food...
the food....
grill fish, chicken, meat, sotong n erm..dunno la, salads...fired rice, mihun, curry chicken, prawn..........
*warning: do not eat the si ham (not cook n smelly!!)
our people~~~
semangat jcw~~
us~~~
towards the end of the nite, smile until sakit mulut..hahaha..but ok la..just that if i were to rate the restaurant out of 10, i will only giv it 4/10. Sorry Mr Le, but u shud have prepared more fish....
~The End~
We work till death and then we eat till death?been kinda busy having fun for these past days..it was all about food...or shud i say heavy food?haha..but right after the saddy presentation..everything was alrite...we went on a journey of makan makan...
1st, it was on saturday...by the aerobic club again..so call "meeting" as usual...but more of eat n eat most of the time..or shud i say me specifically! ekekke...we ate the japanese buffet in Equtorial hotel ..1st floor..Kampachi..not bad la...rm80 per head..erm...since i when there for free, no comment, but if i have to pay for myself...i wud have to think twice...:P
but, ok la...had pun..althou pics is kinda blur...but...at times..i do wonder..what the heck those girls eat la?eat so much n still stay thin like stick?gilaa! then when sumone say "i could not get fat n waste money"??? - see how inconsiderate thin people think and what bout us "plus-size" girls la??adui....
 evon & me
 thats for Part 1 of makaning....*omg...10kg up on scale..ala...dun care la..eat 1st! itadakimasu! <_>
April 16 What the F**K!!Some people in this world are actually very ridiculous! or should i say "kacang lupakan kulit!!"
so really WTF man today!...i have been having terrible headache the past few days...so i actually skip today's moring class, i ask my this particular "fren" to sign for me..but who knows..
She can say that she couldnt sign for me..say the paper pst across her la..stupid excuss! u think i am dumb r...u dunwan to sign tell la earlier...dun tell this stupid lie la...pass what paper la...u dun need to sign ur own attendance r!damn it!..
what i do so much for the assignmnet where u were the leader..i never even ask for a "thank you" from you..but u cant even sign for me!"BASKET"!!!!!
people in the world are actually very selfish..very focus on self interest..where got care bout others feeling..this is a very nasty world...the more u see this kind of people..the more u feel like they are so freaking annoying!! so "hak yan chan!!"
stupid person! April 15 corporate strategy presentation...Last saturday, i think me and my frens did a great job...hehe...though things was kind last minute..but..im glad everything turn out fine thou sum things werent so smooth...just that..i was shaking like mad b4 i talk on stage!!!!
gosh...but im so relief that that over...another one to go this wednesday nite...hopefully it will be ok...drama n non stop blaing there...just hope i dont bore ppl la...
but the best part is alwis photo taking after presentation!yeah!
*serious* *omg!what had we got Dr Uche to do la??*
(candid photos...hurray!..one more to go!! happy n yet so hungry!!)^_^
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  April 13 Aerobic Installation Nightback again..after months not updating the spot...feel sad n guilty..all bcos of MMU..who ask them to giv me so many presentations n assignments... midterms after midterms..they reli think we r robot la...haih..dun care.. last few weeks...got aerobic installation nite..at first dunno what to wear..in the end...wore sis black dress..*cos she cant fit in it d*HEHE...but it was fun..i think..althou at the beginning..so stupid..the mc made the atmosphere so cold until everyone was so silent...siao...n our table assming it was the most happening!hurray!! i also won lucky draw worth rm 100!!yoohoo!!...but so many leng lui la.... too many until...dunno la....c urself la...i feel so intimidated!!
ended with lots of presie from body shop n face shop..food was so so la...but why so many pretty girls r? i also wan to be small like them...but seems like fail la..can anyone teach me how?i love eating but i hate to eat those stupid diet pills!!
September 13 learn to cherishits been a long time since i have updated my blog...all the while its been lots of sorrow and sadness,..whenever im updating this blog, it shall alwis be crying....so my dissapperance for sum time means good rite...means that im happy..
i hav been reli patient lately...learning how to undertand my partner..learning how to understand myself...
im learning very hard to accept ppl's weaknesses and learn others' advantages..will i be a better person that way??
i feel that sumtimes its so unfair to be in the real world where there are so much things to think about and many decisions to make..can sumone help me to make me think lesser??
now the time to struggle for studies has arrived...but at the same time..im often pressured by my appreance...by my weight especially..why do i easily get offended when i sort of get the hint that they r talking about me? please la...if u wan to say that im oversize, just say so la..when im being kind to u, why do u need to stab me right in front? wtf did i do to u la?? IM AD FEELING DAMN BAD WHEN I LOOK AT HOT MODELS POSING THEIR SENSUAL BODIES ONLINE LA!! IDIOTS!!
mayb thats y there is the saying "IGNORANCE IS THE BLISS"....i shud learn to accept it..n most of all..learn to change!!
diet diet here i come!! PLEASE SUPPORT ME TO ACHIEVE MY IDEAL WEIGHT!! THANKS!!
I'M STILL GLAD THAT UR ALWIS THERE REGARDLESS OF HOW I LOOK..THX! April 28 sunshine after rainim feeling much better now..after muchcrying..talking n counselling to u makes me feels better..whenever u go..it really feels like a precious item that i cant live without has just taken away from me...i miss u a lot...thanks for everythng...im reli happy to be with u....the little things that u do are the one that makes me glow and smile everytime when i think of u...i love you darling..hope that uwill have a better future and all your dreams will come true...im alwis here for u..waiting and supporting u patiently... April 24 time to reconsider...why does it hurt so much when th eperson you cares just never seem to bother? why does it even hurt even more when u realize that ur patner has never done anything for u?
peole often say that understanding between patners are essential to make the relationship better and last longer...but wat if it might actually be a one-sided love? or wat if theother person keeps hurting u all over again and again until ur just so restless and clueless....
making ur partner worry everyday seems like a rountine isit? oh..its so fucking hell la...why dont i just leave this damn pain down and let go..im just so sick of crying everyday...im so stupidly being sad here alone while u dun even bother bout wat i think...maybe u will say that its my fault for not being understanding...so be it...i dunno wat to do anymore....
i just give up.....
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