sumtimes when i sit alone in the dark...i would alwis wonder...so many things about us...even worst when u talk so badly about urself and when ur not confident bout urself..i feel so bad....im worried bout u..bout ur future regardless whether im there or not...i love you so much..althou im young..but im mature in mind..i know wat i want n iknow wat to do..each passing day i would alwis wonder wat will my parents think..will they accept us....i reli hope so..i cant bear to tink of losing you now..i feel so close to you..althou most of the time ur alwis 27/7 bz wtih ur work..but im trying hard to undertand too...and althou u might neglect me and have no time for me at times and cant be there for me...i know one day things will change and be better for u..i pray everyday for u to have a better chance in life ..i just wish i cud hold u in my arms to hudg u and kiss u everyday...to tell u that im here for u alwis...i just wan honesty...im ere to be the one you can alwis trust and rely on...i wont leave you unless u aks me to..........our relationship and the road that we r taking is hard..but i believe that we can make it....together~!.....miss u alwis...

here i am ...avent bah also althou its almost 9pm...going for the dumb cameron trip not bcos i wanted too..b8t bcos i have too...haih...its gonna be a tiring yet a headache journey..i dun like it..i dun like the road..i cant take it..cant tahan....i bopught so many sour plum cos i know im gonna vomit along the way...

 

haih..i rather spend my time with u drling or even with my family...i miss u guys so much..i wanna go home!~~